"Life is a continuous process of new beginnings. The past is just that. The past."

Ideally i guess the above is true. Came up with this line just a few minutes ago. Its like that corny song in the movie Lion King. Circle of Life. There will always be ups and downs. The birth. The aging. The death. The regeneration. A continuous sequence of new beginnings. Even within ones life, the new beginnings is apparent. One moves on in life. The past is just that. A memory to be cherished, or a nightmare to be forgotten, etc. Different. The beauty of life. Or is it the curse of life. Nothing constant. The only certainty being death.

My Immortal by Evanescence on the deck now. Beautifully haunting sad song. After a year or more, its still an interesting listen.


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]