birthday....

Another year has passed by ever so quickly. And it was memorable again for how little D and K take the trouble to get colour paper, draw colourful hearts and other stuff and insert the birthday greetings. Yup, that was the highlight.

Last night while watching a tv programme alone, I broke down. It was a death scene. How the father was hospitalised and died unconscious after the operation. At that point of time flashbacks kept coming back. Tears started flowing and within seconds my body was shaking and I was crying silently. Everyone else were asleep. It has been a long time since he left us. It has been a long time since I last cried. I have had to try hard to supress thoughts and avoid thinking of him. Last night, sitting there brought back all the memories and pain in losing him suddenly.